Lets start a riot!!!

May 13

Blah. - -

Someway baby it’s part of we, you’ll part from me. The day you leave, is the day a part of me, will part from me. And all the days you spent with me, will be memories. Jefferson is the place we’d meet in case of emergencies. You’d lay in grass and wait for me. While I rushed peddling little feet. The years went on that passed away, a thought flew bye. We soon died, and the love went dry. Will we meet that day or will we die. and at once I knew, I was not magnificent. Hanging up the love that ran through these veins. Killing every doubt that arose again. Love that made the days from lame to sweet again. We came to lie i stepped in time, that day was bright you were so tight. That moment will live our life with the love that holds you and I. The time flew bye, the love went dry. And at once I knew I was not magnificent. New years night I’ll catch your eye and stay in sight. To stay with the one that I knew. Was magnificent. You are definetly the most magnificent. :).

Apr 29

Once again.

Oh poor you!! Stop being a baby and pushing things from the past in my face. Once again you turned this situation to a “poor me” situation. Forget you!! What about me god damn it. What hell do you think I feel!! Your so selfish! Everything is always about how your feeling and how bad you mood is, forget your moods. I’m tired of not being heard. Part of a relationship is listening. Maybe you need to just shut up and listen to me once in a while. I’m not mad you went, I hope you had fun but at the time I knew you were going, I was mad. Now I’m not. Just let me express my feelings in the moment and I’ll explain later.

Let’s See??

You wouldn’t dance with me at the Sadie’s. Yet you’re going to some other guys prom to “DANCE” … ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!. I’m tired of tip-toe around your feelings. very tired

Apr 24

4:16 AM

I’m sitting here. Remembering the words you’ve said, typed, and wrote. I am the way I am because I feel like you think this relationship is one way. Well its not. I can’t make you feel loved if I’m not being loved, or shown love. I can make you happy and keep you here if I’m not shown acceptance. I can’t the you everything’s OK if I’m not OK. Honestly I don’t feel loved, I feel depended on in a small way. I feel like you want me to give you love but you don’t want to give love to me. You want me to comfort you but you can’t comfort me. You want me to talk to you about stuff but you can’t ask. You want me to figure things out an solve our problem but you won’t. You want me to do everything but you won’t because…..??? Maybe you should show me why I love you. I know why. But right now I’m having a hard time remembering. Especially if I’m drifting and you notice yet you sit here like a kid in the dark. I’m tired of blaming myself for the distant. It’s not me this time its you. If you want me if you love me.. show me? Come and get me!

Apr 5